Friday, 28 June 2019

A Little of this, A little of that

This rhyme written by my daughter,she's so cute and adorable she's just 6 years old.
One mid night of this summer holidays,on bed while dancing and staring at mirror,she's humming and murmuring something i could not understand,i asked her to sing little loudly,she's hesitated,i asked her again and again,she's so sensitive and delicate nature,I JUST LOVE HER MORE AND MORE,i asked her to write down on her book gently,so she will able to read in upcoming days what she humming at that time spontaneously, i just wrote this post to express what i feel for her,i'm nothing without them,Yes i had two daughters.I hope one day she will read this post and write more and more,smile more and more,blow her musings of winds in the rhyming world in near future...and become good human being along with her little sister.

Tuesday, 14 August 2018

Dear God, its me again...

Dear God, its me again...
can you bring your toolbox? My life needs fixing…
Life comes with tons of things: experiences, horrible moments, lies, and joy. Friends or relationships may make you into a great person, or they may ruin you.You have to be yourself, you have a life to live...Even though there are days that I wish i could change some things that happened in the past, there’s a reason the rear view mirror is so small &the windscreen is so big, where you’re headed is much more important than what you’ve left behind!"Happiness" depends on "YOU"
There is no surprise more magical than the surprise of being loved.It is God's unconditional Love towards me. Sometimes two broken hearts find each other and then they heal each other, they protect each other and they love each other for the rest of their lives.And God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, or sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way.If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.Just because you can't see it doesn't mean it isn't there. You can't see the future, yet you know it will come;you can't see the air, yet you continue to breathe.there's a point in your life when god will bring someone in, at a very unexpected time, that'll change everything ,We all have our time machines.Some take us back, they’re called memories. Some take us forward, they’re called dreams.Might not be tonight, tomorrow or the next day..but everything's gonna be ok...
God doesn't have a cell, but i still talk to him, he doesn't have a Facebook, but I'm his friend, he doesn't have a twitter, but I follow him.
he doesnot have a blog but i recite his sayings everyday.
Please God remember me...

YoursTruly,
Silly Aishah!                                                                                                        

Friday, 15 December 2017

Devastated


m devastated. I'm not sure why I am so much in shock and unable to move on. I have a hard time concentrating on anything, I sit for hours brooding and doing nothing which is terrible. Its like I'm afraid to face the world and I dont know why. I feel I have been wronged and never expected this to happen with my life. I have to got over these feelings soon. I'm not sure why I'm feeling like this is the end of the world. I feel shattered and cannot interact with anyone anymore. This is not normal, I should be feeling relieved and happier but I'm not happy, though tremendously relieved to escape the abusive events I have faced.I will get better through this enormous hurt. I will laugh, love and live again - I hope. keep telling to myself  "Trust in God and all be well.


Photo credit :from google search:Saptahik-Sakal-Diwali-1999-Magazine-Cover-by-John-Fernandes12(kerala,India)

Friday, 8 September 2017

Life changes...

In life, friendships change, divorces happen, people move on, others die. Money and jobs will come and go. Live long enough and your health and body will change. It goes with the territory of being human. The fact that you are still here gives you an advantage. Don’t look back. Look straight ahead! Decide to use all of your knowledge, skills, experiences and your life lessons from your mistakes, defeats and setbacks, to start over again. Life changes. You may not have the same life as before, but you can still enjoy your life!


Monday, 14 August 2017

Hanging out with dreams

There's always a moment in life when you question if things are ever going to get better.There's always that night when you just want to fall asleep as quick as you can because your dreams are better than your reality.And it's okay to have felt that way. We're humans and we're not perfect. Even when life looks really bright from this side, it's dark and dull from that other side.It's not perspective. It's a cycle and if you're not in the "happiness" part of life, then it's not your turn yet. But you don't have to stop believing because the cycle will never stop. One day, it WILL be your turn.
Keep believing.
Hang in there.

Tuesday, 20 June 2017

some life reflections


Every beautiful day is made by our happy soul and our wise mind :)Life is too short. Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness. Laugh when you can. Apologize when you should and let go of what you can. Take chances. Give everything and have no regrets. Life is too short to be unhappy. You have to take the good with the bad. Smile when you’re sad. Love what you got and always remember what you had. Always forgive but never forget. Learn from your mistakes but never regret. People change and things go wrong, but always remember, life goes on. Noone Will Ever Be Able to Truely Understand your Story. Believe in Yourself. A real connection can not be forced; neither in Love nor Friendship. A real connection is Based on mutual respect, honesty and Co-creation; not influenced by others - Directly or Indirectly…
In this age, it's near impossible to find people with morals in relationships, dedication and commitment in relationships, communication in relationships. Most just seems to care only for their own selfish interests and aren’t true with themselves or with you. That's the reason why there are now more single people in the world than ever before.