Devastated

m devastated. I'm not sure why I am so much in shock and unable to move on. I have a hard time concentrating on anything, I sit for hours brooding and doing nothing which is terrible. Its like I'm afraid to face the world and I dont know why. I feel I have been wronged and never expected this to happen with my life. I have to got over these feelings soon. I'm not sure why I'm feeling like this is the end of the world. I feel shattered and cannot interact with anyone anymore. This is not normal, I should be feeling relieved and happier but I'm not happy, though tremendously relieved to escape the abusive events I have faced.I will get better through this enormous hurt. I will laugh, love and live again - I hope. keep telling to myself  "Trust in God and all be well.

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