little thoughs

No matter what life ever throws at me. Or what mood im in. One thing is always constant and that is. How Grateful and Thankful I truly am. Especially that I woke up this morning and get to live another DAY. My Family and the little bit of friends I have. A roof over my head, a bed to sleep in, my toothbrush and deodorant, food for me and my family, clean clothes, my freedom and so so much more.I may lose sight of things here and there. And become lost at times. However my humbleness is always there.It keeps me grounded and reminds me to look at the bright side.When things seem Dark. And once the storm is over, you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm, you won’t be the same person who walked in.That’s what this storm’s all about. Im not smiling anymore.Im not anything anymore, except lost and confused. It is what it is, until it isnt anymore. I just have to keep it moving untill I find my way,and my smile again. my daughters are my world.I gave birth to two beautiful Angels. They're so precious to me. I love them more then they will ever know. They're so innocent and sweet as I watch them grown. I love to comfort them and make them feel safe with me. They are my life they are my everything.There comes a point in your life when you realize who really matters, who never did, and who always will.Many times I have fallen so deeply into the dark of sorrow that I am no longer able to but to see the Light and bending flexible thru the Winds of challenge.