The beautiful struggle

Since my childhood I started praying and implementing Islam into my life, I’ve been trying to gain more knowledge.I would read books and watch lectures, they were all a great help in boosting my Emaan. Now? It’s been hard trying to strike a balance between gaining knowledge and then life itself. I feel like the more knowledge I gain, the more I can improve,and the more that I improve myself;the less everything else will matter. Knowledge can bring me closer to Allah, and by learning and implementing it, I can also share it with others.  I have really grown up in a strong orthodox Muslim environment and Alhamdulillah, I do feel like my Emaan is strong,but I know it could be stronger.Sometimes I can slip(mom and dad always push me back up).There is a war going on inside my mind and I feel like the more knowledge I gain, the easier it will become to suppress Shaitaan. 

I want to gain more knowledge and I’m going to make the time to do so. This is a huge priority.

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